Why am i such a b*tch?

Did something big happen to you a few years ago? Did someone hurt you or something? It really could be some underlying reason that you have to pinpoint. There's always a reason for everything that happens. I can actually relate to this because for a while now, I've felt like a real ***** myself because I would do the same thing. It could be a defense mechanism, it could be that you have a grudge against the world for hurting you in a big way. It's really something to think about and try to discover. Keep trying to psychologist and have patience. Don't quit and don't give up trying to find out what it is. I hope things work out!